Professional

Numerology Report

for

Prepared by:

Awakenings, Inc.

PO Box 10155

Prescott, AZ 86304-0155

800-551-3121

Your Birthday is Monday 08/19/1946.

Interpretations of Monday:
Monday is ruled by the moon, and in ancient times was sacred to moon goddesses.

"Monday's child is fair of face."

(Harper's Weekly, 1887)

ABOUT THIS REPORT
The delineations in this report are describing pure forms for each letter/number type. However no one exhibits these character traits in their purest form because we are made up of many energy imperatives vying for expression. Everyone is multi-dimensional. Some energies are able to harmonize easily, others are at cross purposes and so we live with contradictions and inner conflict. Our task is to honor all parts of ourselves and work at bringing our disparate selves into some kind of balance and cooperation.

Some behaviors are encouraged and others are discouraged in the families we grew up in and if who we are wasn't acceptable, we probably contorted ourselves to be what "they" wanted us to be. So it is possible we became what is called a "turn-type". We may then spend many years discovering who we really are apart from other peoples expectations of us. Thus we may not be able to relate to a certain trait because we feel that trait is unacceptable and unworthy of us according to the biases of our family.

The negative manifestation of a number is often that number expressed in an opposite way. For example the independent #1 type becomes very dependent. Or the energy is out of balance and expressed in an extreme way. The #1 type instead of being daring becomes foolhardy. Or the energy is not developed enough, and we are cowardly instead of courageous. With these provisos in mind, read on.

All the odd numbers are introverted being primarily focused on their inner life while all the even numbers tend toward extroversion being primarily focused on their outer activities. The numbers 1, 6, and 22 are dual in nature.

Master Numbers 11, 22, 33, etc. fall into a separate category. They represent higher octaves of these numbers and denote a demand on those who have them in their Name or Birthdate totals. One is called upon to live out the meaning and imperative of these numbers in a more elevated, lofty and inspired way. The demand is difficult to live up to and so the 11 person will drop down and function at the 2 level for a time because to maintain the 11 consistently is impossible for most people. There seems to be a greater strain involved because of the greater demand and so the individual may suffer some energy depletion as a result. Likewise the 22 will drop down to the 4, and the 33 to the 6. They will fluctuate between the two and the timing will have much to do with the individual's capacity to function at the higher level. This will change over time as expertise develops with age and maturity. Fame is a possiblility with the Master Numbers. The above should be considered when they appear in Name, Birthdate and Forecast totals.

BIRTHDATE TOTAL
Also known as Life Lesson, Destiny, Life Path and Birth Force Number. This number shows what the universe intends for you. It is not chosen by you or your parents, it is chosen by nature and reflects the season, month, day and year that influenced you at birth. It indicates the way in which you are able to harmonize with nature and the flow of your destiny. It is related to your life work or mission in life. You feel right with the world when you find your right place in it.

Your Birthdate Number is 11.
You have a special destiny, one that could easily bring you fame or at least the possibility of influencing a great number of people. Blessed with a unique intuition, you have a latent creative genius that, if cultivated, will be a source of great inspiration to others. Though capable of great vision, you may often feel out of balance yourself. It helps to learn to operate on a practical as well as an idealistic level.

This master number is the higher manifestation of number two and as with all master numbers, it may be difficult to maintain the higher demand of the eleven consistently. As a result those with this number will often function at the less demanding two level.

On a two level your destiny unfolds through your relationships with others. Yours is the path of the diplomat and the peacemaker, and it is by the cautious and persistent exercise of your subtle influence that you will accomplish your goals in life. Working best as part of team, you are attracted to strong willed people. Your patience and ability to deal with details can work to the advantage of you both.

Numerology based on your name: WILLIAM JEFFERSON CLINTON

TOTAL OF VOWELS / YOUR EMOTIONAL NATURE
The vowels give an emotional charge to your activities. This driving force (the total of all the vowels in your name) has been called the Motivation Number, Soul Urge, Heart's Desire, and Inner Self number at different times. It is what motivates and moves us to action. It indicates what has meaning for us, what stirs us and what we feel is worth fighting for. It is this "Soul" quality, as it is known in the vernacular, that gives feeling tone to a person's nature and inspires activity.

Your Motivation Number is 5.
You desire personal freedom and the chance to do new things. You will always be bored with routines and situations that are stagnant. You welcome travel because of the stimulating changes of scenery and situations it brings. You plunge headlong into life, and prefer your experiences to be on the physical plane rather than the intellectual. Adventurous, sensual and hungry for stimulus, you may find yourself strongly attracted to sex, food, alcohol or drugs.

Colors and gems have number vibrations, too. Your Motivation Color is PASTEL BLUE and your Motivation Gem is the TURQUOISE. Wear these when you want to relax and restore your energies.

THE FIRST VOWEL OF THE FIRST NAME
This number gives more information on your emotional nature. It will augment or mitigate the force of the vowel total above. It manifests differently depending on whether it is a long or short vowel. The long vowel gives a more direct and forthright expression and the short vowel gives a less direct and more muted form of expression.

Your first vowel is I.
I = #9 Feels compassion and the desire to serve. You go the extra mile and work for the good of all. You sometimes work against your own best interests if you feel it will improve the lot of your fellow man/woman and make the world a better place. You can be inspired and inspiring. Often known for your philanthropy and generosity you are de- termined and relentless in the pursuit of a cause that inflames you. You have a passionate nature and go to any lengths for the cause you embrace. Your healing energy and counsel are sought by others because you are a source of insight and encouragement.

TOTAL OF CONSONANTS / YOUR OUTER SELF
Also known as the Impression, Personality, Outer Self or Adapted Self Number. This number reflects how others see us and the kind of impression we make on those around us. It's the face we show to the world, our persona, the mask we where when we meet the world. If our Outer Self is diametrically opposed in nature to our True Self we become ill or severely unhappy.

Your Impression Number is 7.
You dream of being a sage who is removed from the chaos of the world and who, from a detached position, is able to meditate on the meaning of the universe. You would like the world to be quiet, calm and peaceful: a place where the spiritual, the intellectual, and the powers of the mind have value. You feel that your perception of the world is all encompassing, and have a well developed philosophy of life.

Your Impression Color is VIOLET and your Impression Gems are the AQUAMARINE and AMETHYST. Wear these when you want to be sociable and enjoy the company of others.

Name Total / The Way You Express Yourself
Also known as the Expression or Life Purpose Number. This number represents the blending of our inner and outer selves and relates to how we give expression to the two other name based streams of energy in our lives. It tells us about our talents, our native abilities and about the possible career directions we might pursue.

Your Expression Number is 3.
You are a very outgoing, optimistic and ambitious person who seldom lets life get you down. You are extremely social and adept at words, a natural performer who can handle all kinds of people and situations. You will make your way in life through social contacts. Attractive and charming, you also have an artistic flair. Your strong point is versatility; just watch out for a tendency to embellish the truth for effect.

Your Expression Color is YELLOW and your Expression Gem is the TOPAZ. Wear these when you want to be businesslike.

CAREERS OFFERING BEST SELF EXPRESSION

With 3 as an Expression Number, consider these kinds of jobs:

THE BOSS: social director, organizer of charity drives or society functions.

ON STAGE: model, hostess, clergyman, TV or radio journalist, teacher, entertainer, lecturer, salesman, promoter.

SERVICE : beautician, interior decorator, cosmetician, druggist, social worker, doctor, lawyer, electrician.

JUST YOU: fashion designer, artist, dressmaker, photographer, artisan, chemist, worker with animals.

WORDS : humorist, cartoonist, literary critic, novelist, linguist, worker in advertising or newspapers/magazines.

BEST BET: any job in communications or entertainment.

The Name and Birthdate Totaled / Power achievable in maturity
The Real Self # / The Name and Birthdate Totals added together Also known as the Reality #, Power # and Maturity #

This number represents the integration of two streams of energy converging to fulfill the purposes of the Real Self. In the first half of life it exists only as a potential. At this time the individual lives through many experiences which temper and define his character and aptitudes. By 35-40 years of age, after a number of life events have transpired and the life purpose has been found and developed to the point where it has become the main focus and direction of one's life, then fulfillment comes. But this is achieved only after many false starts, and years of struggling to gain self-knowledge. Finding one's right place in life is very gratifying. If one has not pushed through to this achievement, there is much dissatisfaction and unhappiness. One feels at loose ends, without direction, ill at ease and rudderless. But if a life has been lived out in accord with the purpose that was meant to be fulfilled in that life, contentment and peace of mind follow inevitably. The Real Self number gives a clue to what that life purpose might be and is therefore of great significance. What follows are the mature expressions of these numbers. Mature development has more to do with honoring one's own way of being in the world and moving from one's own center than it is about living out someone else's idea of what one should be. It's about trusting the process of unfoldment that exists within each one of us and making this one's guiding principle.

Your power number is 5.
Five lives the life of freedom, variety and change. Adaptable and open to new experience they are always on the lookout for new fields to explore and new roads to travel. They are unconventional and seek out the curious and the unusual. Not one to tarry long, they tend toward impulsivity and depart in a flash if their interest is diverted elsewhere. They are sociable and get on well with all kinds of people. People interest them immensely and they will spend hours chatting with strangers and friends alike. Talking is one of their favorite activities. They are as clever with their hands as they are with their words. They make excellent craftsman, are known for their versatility, and are often amazingly ambidexterous, dazzling others with their creative handiwork. Adventurous, enterprising and resourceful, they continually enliven their environment with energy and enthusiasm. Always one to do the unexpected, thay are unpredictable and full of surprises. They attract situations that demand versalitity and adaptability. This is the archetype of the Trickster.

Tarot Key #5: The Heirophant

The heirophant with three crowns represents the integration of mind, body, and spirit. From this integration comes a bottomless well of faith in life, and an engergetic desire to experience life to it's fullest. The heirophant is a generalist, and as such is very versatile. The ability to see all the facets of life can lead to many bright ideas and new interpretations. They deal with people well, and may have a sizable flock.

YOUR KARMIC LESSONS
Karma Numbers are any digits that do not appear at all in the letters of your name as given at birth. Most people have one or more Karma Numbers. They serve as a guide to the areas of your life and personality that may be lacking. These areas will benefit from special attention. If you do not attend to these blind spots, life can have a painful way of making you notice them. Develop yourself in these areas, and you will feel more whole and complete.

With a Karma Number of 7, you may have many fears and anxieties. You will find that the path out of your worry is the development of your intellect and spirituality.

With an 8 Karma Number, you are ambitious, but your judgment is not always the best. You must learn the value of money, and find out how to use power responsibly.

YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS RESPONSE
Your Subconscious Response is related to how many Karma Numbers you have. It shows the way you tend to react in times of crisis.

Your Subconscious Response Number is 7.
When the going gets rough, you tend to become very analytical and may seem detached and unemotional. You are likely to suffer in silence. During these times you do best when you pray or meditate.

CYCLES IN YOUR LIFE
The major influences that you feel during your youth and early adulthood are shown by a combination of your Destiny Number (discussed above), your First Minor Challenge Number (discussed further on), and your First Life Cycle Number (discussed here).

Your First Life Cycle starts at birth and lasts until age 26.

Your First Life Cycle Number is 8.
This is a lot of power for youth to handle. Guidance is needed to develop good judgment, especially where money is concerned. Although very good at directing others, you may have a tendency to disregard their rights and feelings while you are in pursuit of your own ends.

Your Second Life Cycle starts at age 26 and lasts until age 53.

Your Second Life Cycle Number is 1.
This is a great vibration for the middle cycle, because it allows you to become truly independent and work on your self development. It's a good time to launch your own business or a new career. There can be strain on partnerships, however, if your need for self assertion is not understood.

Your Third Life Cycle starts at age 53 and lasts until death.

Your Third Life Cycle Number is 2.
Your later years will be more peaceful, and will be happiest if you are much involved with social interaction. It is a time of quiet accumulation; you will become a collector of things, ideas, and even people. Concentrate on developing your relationships, for as you grow older they'll become a very important part of your life.

TURNING POINTS IN YOUR LIFE

Your 1st Turning Point Number is 9.
This period in your life is best involved with the ways you can serve the world and your fellow human beings. It is an ideal time to develop compassion and aesthetic appreciation.

TURNING POINTS IN YOUR LIFE

Your 2nd Turning Point Number is 3.
During this time you can expand socially and artistically. Be cheerful and creative. Bask in the limelight and enjoy the applause.

TURNING POINTS IN YOUR LIFE

Your 3rd Turning Point Number is 3.
During this time you can expand socially and artistically. Be cheerful and creative. Bask in the limelight and enjoy the applause.

TURNING POINTS IN YOUR LIFE

Your 4th Turning Point Number is 1.
This period brings a chance for you to strike out on your own, to develop your own individuality, and to create. It is now best to work alone or be the boss.

THE CHALLENGES YOU MUST MEET
In every life, there are challenges to be met. In mastering things that are difficult for you, you become a more complete and effective person. Most people encounter their First Minor Challenge during youth.

Your First Challenge Number is 7.
Feeling cut off from the world, you must learn to come out of your ivory tower and give more of yourself to others. Contacting your intuitive self will help you do this. Making better contact with your inner and outer worlds, you will overcome imagined fears and gain inner peace.

The Second Challenge Number
The Second Minor Challenge is about aspects of your character that you need to work on during your Second Life Cycle, from about ages 35 to 62.

Your Second Challenge Number is 1.
You must fight to overcome a sense of being held down by those with stronger wills. To meet this challenge, you must learn to assert your independence and discover your own individuality, while at the same time respecting the rights of others.

The Major Challenge
You face your Major Challenge throughout life. Most likely, however, you will find yourself needing to do the most work on it during your Third Life Cycle, after the lesser challenges have been met.

Your Major Challenge Number is 6.
You must guard against rigidity: let others do and believe their own way. Learn to serve others while still allowing them to be free. When you take on great responsibilities and feel unappreciated, learn to appreciate others.

BEST ACTIVITIES FOR THE YEAR
Your Personal Year Number combines your birth month and day with the current year. Personal Year Numbers go in a recurring nine year cycle of development. Each time you go around the cycle you have a chance to do things with added wisdom and skill. Keeping your activities in tune with your current year vibration can make your existence more harmonious and keep your unfoldment upon its intended track. Some numerologists believe the new personal year number begins on January 1st of the new year. Others believe that it doesn't change until your birthday on that year. So if you were born on September 1st you would be under the 1997 vibration until your birthday on 1998 and then it would change to the next number. This means that for eight months you would be using the 1997 Year number even though the Universal Year would be 1998. We use the latter convention in this report.

Your Personal Year Number Beginning on 08/19/1998 is 18/9

The nine year cycle is ending. Harvest the remaining crop before it rots. Whatever has been put off needs to be finished up. Take care of all the residual odds and ends that need completing that belong to the old cycle. Clear the decks and weed the garden. Next year you'll be starting a new cycle and you don't want the detritis of the old cycle to impede your progress. This may be a year of loss as you rid yourself of impediments to your progress or as people and things fall away because they are no longer approrpriate.

Your Personal Year Number Beginning on 08/19/1999 is 10/1

This year is the beginning of a new nine year cycle, a time to plant the seeds that will mature in the next nine years. It's a time for bringing in the new and making a fresh start. You will be the initiator. Rely on your own abilities and instincts. Maintain your independence and individuality and make your own decisions. Do not take a back seat to anyone, stay at the forefront. This is the year to focus on your ideas, your needs and the fulfillment of your dreams. Use your creative powers. Initiate.

YOUR PERSONAL MONTH NUMBERS
Within the year, each month has its own numerological vibration. Your Month Numbers for the current year are:

Aug. 1998: Your Personal Month Number is 8 Try these lucky Numbers 10 34 13 15 11 31

Sep. 1998: Your Personal Month Number is 9 Try these lucky Numbers 11 35 14 16 12 32

Oct. 1998: Your Personal Month Number is 1 Try these lucky Numbers 12 36 15 17 13 33

Nov. 1998: Your Personal Month Number is 11 Try these lucky Numbers 13 37 16 9 5 34

Dec. 1998: Your Personal Month Number is 3 Try these lucky Numbers 14 38 8 10 6 35

Jan. 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 1 Try these lucky Numbers 12 27 15 8 4 24

Feb. 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 2 Try these lucky Numbers 13 28 7 9 5 25

Mar. 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 3 Try these lucky Numbers 14 29 8 10 6 26

Apr. 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 22 Try these lucky Numbers 15 30 9 11 7 27

May 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 5 Try these lucky Numbers 7 31 10 12 8 28

June 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 6 Try these lucky Numbers 8 32 11 13 9 29

July 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 7 Try these lucky Numbers 9 33 12 14 10 30

Aug. 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 9 Try these lucky Numbers 11 26 14 16 12 23

Sep. 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 1 Try these lucky Numbers 12 27 15 8 4 24

Oct. 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 2 Try these lucky Numbers 13 28 7 9 5 25

Nov. 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 3 Try these lucky Numbers 14 29 8 10 6 26

Dec. 1999: Your Personal Month Number is 22 Try these lucky Numbers 15 30 9 11 7 27

Jan. 2000: Your Personal Month Number is 11 Try these lucky Numbers 13 19 7 9 5 16

Feb. 2000: Your Personal Month Number is 3 Try these lucky Numbers 14 20 8 10 6 17

Mar. 2000: Your Personal Month Number is 4 Try these lucky Numbers 6 21 9 11 7 18

Apr. 2000: Your Personal Month Number is 5 Try these lucky Numbers 7 22 10 12 8 19

May 2000: Your Personal Month Number is 6 Try these lucky Numbers 8 23 11 13 9 20

June 2000: Your Personal Month Number is 7 Try these lucky Numbers 9 24 12 14 10 21

July 2000: Your Personal Month Number is 8 Try these lucky Numbers 10 25 13 15 11 22

Interpretation of each month number:
1: Start a new project. You are in the spotlight this month.

2: Clear up the small details. Be kind to your friends.

3: A time to enjoy. Be creative; relax and socialize.

4: Organize your time, look to details, be serious and work hard.

5: Be enthusiastic; sell anything! Travel and try something new.

6: Fix up the house, and spend all the time you can with family.

7: Be patient and wait. Read, meditate, and rethink your life.

8: Concentrate on finance and business. Good chances for success.

9: Forget yourself. Consider how you can be of service to others.

11: A special month, when you can operate at your creative best. Let your imagination work freely, and be a source of inspiration.

22: Seldom does one have the power of this master number to realize plans and ambitions. Seize this month to accomplish your most far reaching goals.

YOUR PERSONAL DAY NUMBERS
To determine each of your Personal Day Numbers for the current year, find the day of the month at the left, and then read the number written in the column for the month.

1998 |Aug. |Sep. |Oct. |Nov. |Dec. |Jan. |Feb. |Mar. |Apr. |May |June |July |

1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 |

2 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 |

3 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 |

4 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 |

5 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 |

6 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 |

7 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 |

8 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 |

9 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 |

10 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 |

11 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 33 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 33 | 7 | 8 | 9 |

12 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 |

13 | 22 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 2 |

14 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 3 |

15 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 22 |

16 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 22 | 5 |

17 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 22 | 5 | 6 |

18 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 |

19 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 22 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 22 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 |

20 | 11 | 3 | 22 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 22 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 |

21 | 3 | 22 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 22 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 |

22 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 44 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 44 | 9 | 1 | 11 |

23 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 |

24 | 33 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 |

25 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 |

26 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 33 |

27 | 9 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 33 | 7 |

28 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 33 | 7 | 8 |

29 | 11 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 3 | | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 |

30 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 33 | 7 | 4 | | 33 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1 |

31 | 4 | | 33 | | 8 | 5 | | 7 | | 9 | | 11 |

1: Best day to start something. Good for promoting yourself.

2: Try especially hard to be agreeable and get along with others.

3: Be cheerful; be creative; buy something nice. Spoil yourself!

4: Do something constructive. Make a schedule and stick to it.

5: Get out there and do something you've been dreaming of doing.

6: A cozy kind of day best spent with the family and at home.

7: Spend time alone, and read a book. A day to sort out problems.

8: A day for business and finance. Keep cool and in control.

9: Finish up any old business, and don't start anything new.

11: Forget practicalities. A great day to communicate your ideas.

22: A truly special day! Now you can go for the results for which you have long planned and schemed.

Where do I go from here?
Numerology in tandem with a deck of tarot cards are excellent tools for self-reflection.

If this report has aroused your curiosity and you want to learn more, think about all the tarot cards that represents the numbers in your birth name and birth date. For instance your birth date might be 8/19/1962. The cards in the tarot you would check out would be 8 (Strength), 19 (Sun), 1+9=10 (Wheel of Fortune), 1+0= 1 (Magician) and 1+9+6+2=18 (Moon). All the above would have something to say about you and how you express these traits as you follow your destiny. Buy a tarot deck and put one of your cards up for a few days and mull over the symbolism. This birth date belongs to a Sun in Leo person, Leo is ruled by the sun, so his 19 day of birth is perfect symbolism for a Leo. He is a hard worker (8) with a sunny disposition (19) who is aware of the changes in fortune that life can bring(10) is extremely creative (1) and is a sensitive, caring person who is tuned into other people's feelings(18).

There are no negative numbers or cards. All participate in the experiences of the soul as it passes through life. Even the Devil card (15) has its place. Everyone has traits that create stumbling blocks or weaknesses that need be overcome and when we have done this we are matured and more sympathetic to the weaknesses we see in others. This may be an important focus for the soul with this number prominent. The Death card (13) is often misunderstood but seasonally when the leaves fall and winter comes we see that death is the precursor to the life that bursts forth in the spring. Life is not all white light and bubbles, there are dark clouds of pain and frustration as well. Nobody has it all down pat. We all have plenty to learn. We can fight against our destiny or "do willingly what we must do by necessity".(C.G.Jung)